September, 28th 2013, there is no different in my life. Hmmmff,,, it is still same like yesterday.. sometime i feel like mummy, because i dont have something to think hard, i dont have soul for doing something. I just doing everything that i face without feeling. Oh my god!! This is the f*ckin life,,,,,,
Yah...dont know to say.. because i think i am too tired to have this feeling. Too tired that say i am useless.
I have tried to do my best for every people i love,i have tried eveything..i have prayed, but i haven't reached everything i want yet..

idamn! Sometime i am so angry with God,,, yah... i am just a prayer but also a sinner.. i think i have prayed,, i have tried..but always fail.
Yah.. may be i am not be allowed to work a big company... evenless in multinational company. I always fail in the last selection. Damn! I hate it. It was so aaaaaarrrgggg.. of course i am disaapointed.
But, when i get a job, the job that not suitable for me. There is no feel at first. How come i can work at there.

And now, i am just need support from very people i love.every people around me. Maybe, they also feel tired like me. So, they look such dont care with me. Even, there is the other problem around us. And it almost happen in our relationship.. aaaaahhhh the f**kin situation. Sometime its better to feel nothing. Just enjoy everything. But, its not easy.

Aaaaahhhh... maybe, when the day is closer to us, there is too many problem. It such like an examine for us..